hi my name is tiffany and i’m screwed up.
my heart makes no sense. i’m a creep. my feelings are too vulnerable.
I can’t have logical friendships because all I do is sabotage them so why bother? I am my own worst enemy and no matter what I do I can’t seem to get free.
i just don’t see how this is going to get any better.
I’m screwed.
Also…nothing breaks my heart more than betrayal.
ohhhh sacramento
I just realized I only consider about 19 of my facebook “friends” to be actual legitimate friends in real life.
i have 481 FB friends.
this is sad sad sad.
I’m so emotional this week.
I pretty much had decided that I was never going to go back to church…at least the one that I had been going to…I pretty much had planned to just watch it online for now until I figured out what to do…
I’m thankful that I have a good friend.
That’s all I can say. I feel relief this morning.
The burden and hurt and confusion is still here…but the relief of knowing I have friends that care about me…it helps
my heart is full of sadness and anger tonight.
also some confusion.
also…thinking about expiation.
my heart hurts for a million reasons tonight. i hate it.